What a tiring day ! Many first times today .
First time i manage to survive the whole day in lectures,classes without sleeping.
First time i had a free meal at SIM .
First time i played 2 basketball matches in the same day.
First time playing for international school.(Mustangs)
First time playing the same team with people from all over the world. (Korea,England,Thailand,America)
First time playing in a u19 tournament.
First time i lian ban someone . (Though not damn nice )
and the last one, also the most worthwhile blogging, first time i've win a match with a buzzer beater 3 point! Not exactly a damn nice buzzer, but we were trailing kai xuan by 1 points, so coach asked us to foul the person holding the ball if he shouts "RED" . Like we expected, kai xuan was dragging the time , and with 4 seconds left , we fouled veema , he had two free throws where he manage to sink one of them. I was praying so hard that he'll miss the first ball and he really did! After the second shot, coach called a time-out, with 4 seconds left, we were told to make a 3-point shot, Coach marc kinda expected the play will be for your main scorer (carl) so 2 defenders already marking him.Our man of the day, zhou kai run forward to take the ball as time is running out, a seconds or more and it'll be 5 seconds violation , after the pass , a deep 3 point from him secures the victory , everyone jumped around to celebrate the victory as kx was only left with 1 seconds and before they could even make a shot, the game is over .
It was a awesome and fun day for me yet the bad news come , my dear kunzi has just passed away. Buddy , i'll remember you for life . I really wished it passed away with a smile . Regretted why i didn't take more pictures of it.
Zikun has difficulty making decisions. His mind changes constantly. He lives in an emotional tug of war. Zikun could be described like a thermometer. Today warm and friendly, yet tomorrow he may be distant and cold, not wanting to be close to anyone.
Zikun tends to write a bit smaller than the average person. When a person's letters are small and tiny, this indicates an ability to focus and concentrate. This character trait is a huge asset in careers like math, science, race car driving, and flying planes. However, if Zikun writes tiny all of the time, he will also display characteristics of someone who is socially introverted. Zikun will often sit on the sideline and watch others get the attention at parties. he might be willing to open up and be warm, but only in small groups or a select group of people. When he is busy working on a project, it is common for all other noises and distractions to just fade away and his ability to focus is incredible. When he says "he didn't hear you", he really means, he didn't hear you.
Zikun will be candid and direct when expressing his opinion. He will tell them what he thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want his opinion, don't ask for it!
According to the inputted data, Zikun has a stinger shape inside the oval of his a, d, or c. This might be hard to visualize, but if this little hooklike shape is present, then Zikun has an unresolved "issue" with strong members of the opposite gender. An occasional appearance of this stroke could indicate a simple "loves a mental challenge" which can manifest in playful linguistic conversations and being attracted to a lover who isn't always available. However, if the stroke is severe, this means the individual has unresolved anger at the oppostive gender - which usually started with the person's childhood relationship with the opposite gender parent (Mom or Dad). If the writer is a woman she will be attracted to strong challenging men. If the writer is a man, he will find the woman who is "hard to get" the most attractive. In a nutshell, people with stingers in their writing tend to have challenges in their romantic relationships.
Zikun can be defiant. He sometimes has the attitude that if someone doesn't like it the way he is doing it, then they can just "go to hell!" This trait may reveal itself in a rebellious nature that is always ready to resist forces which he thinks are infringing upon his freedom of action.
Zikun has an over-awareness of self. He often feels self-conscious. He fears ridicule, therefore he is careful not to place himself in a position to receive any ridicule. He wonders what people will think if he acts in a certain manner. When encountering a new group of people, Zikun may stay on the sidelines until he has the people categorized, or he may behave in a "positive attention getting" manner to assure people think good thoughts about him from the start.
Zikun is a cumulative and procedural thinker. He likes to have all the facts before making a decision. He thinks or creates much like a brick mason, stacking fact upon fact. His thought pattern or the conclusion will not be complete until the last fact is in place. Like that brick wall, Zikun learns faster through visual demonstration than through quick verbal instructions. Once he has learned new material, and understood it, he won't forget.
Zikun's true self-image is unreasonably low. Someone once told Zikun that he wasn't a great and beautiful person, and he believed them. Zikun also has a fear that he might fail if he takes large risks. Therefore he resists setting his goals too high, risking failure. He doesn't have the internal confidence that frees him to take risks and chance failure. Zikun is capable of accomplishing much more than he is presently achieving. All this relates to his self-esteem. Zikun's self-concept is artificially low. Zikun will stay in a bad situation much too long... why? Because he is afraid that if he makes a change, it might get worse. It is hard for Zikun to plan too far into the future. He kind of takes things on a day to day basis. He may tell you his dreams but he is living in today, with a fear of making a change. No matter how loud he speaks, look at his actions. This is perhaps the biggest single barrier to happiness people not believing in and loving themselves. Zikun is an example of someone living with a low self-image, because their innate self-confidence was broken.
One way Zikun punishes himself is self directed sarcasm. He is a very sarcastic person. Often this sarcasm and "sharp tongued" behavior is directed at himself.
Zikun is constantly disappointed when trying to reach success. He works very hard, perhaps harder than most, then just before succeeding, something happens that keeps him from success. Often, Zikun changes to a second project just before the first one is finished, thus failing to complete the first project. Sometimes he changes because he feels he needs a different challenge. Zikun feels dejected. This feeling relates to his failures. This trait is very important in a working situation and in a relationship. He must be handled in a very special way to get the most work from him or to make a relationship last. Concerning this trait, personality modification is available to change his life.
3th october
