In case i haven't been talking about my basketball life , here's one long post about basketball . Upon arriving singapore after the Taiwan / Hong kong trip , i returned straight to Tong whye training , and all this while , no matter how worn out i was , i never fail to attend every single training as well as putting in my 100 % effort during trainings . Haven't been able to play well because my ankle was hurting . And i realise my penetrating speed has become way more slower , everything just become so strange after not playing for 2 and the half months straight . Everynight while i was showering , i kept trying to do Toe raise to strengthen my ankle but the hurting just gets stronger & stronger , hope i had a picture of how swollen my ankle was after i sprained it .Anyway life is cruel , so when you're not above other players , they look at you as if you ain't nothing , and when you get better than them , they start to act friendly and poh your lam pa .
After all this training i've attended , i decided to skip the final selection , joke huh . Everyone kept asking me to go , but instead i attended jj's graduation ceremony . Somehow i didn't regret my decision . I've lost my passion . Not my passion for basketball , but the passion for tong whye , the place i'm training right now , the people i'm training with right now , felt so different . Basketball is a team game . So why am i even playing in a club where i felt like i have no teammates . I use to go for jogs myself at night , gym myself , swimming myself to bring up my game , somehow right now , i've been just saying , i couldn't find a reason , a reason to let me work harder , instead i've loads of reason for me to not play . I've my Primary school clique , Ngee ann bball mates, Osiris GLs who care about me much more than my teammates do , i have my studies where i wanna do well for this semester , and i have my most caring family whom i always ps them because of my endless trainings . So that marks the end for my youth cup life ? Don't know if i'l still be playing bball then . But one thing i'm certain is i'l train really hard to get into Team NP . This i'm certain and i'l work hard towards it .
For now i'l just take a break , Study hard and play hard! It's Kelvin's 21st birthday , so we decided to head to club @ Phuture . Just wanna wish you Happy 21st birthday again and thank you so much for being such a good friend , and thank you for all the memories !
Friday, May 15, 2009
Saturday, May 2, 2009
Cause it's time to grow up
Hey ! Dear bloggy , sorry that i was so busy with life and didn't have a time to update . Now it's time to have an update of my life after the taiwan/hongkong trip . And by the way , that trip was the sex and i'm really looking forward to the upcoming trip , probably Thailand ! :D
For now what priors to me is Studies , basketball & and perhaps getting myself a Gf ? I don't wanna spend as much time as what i did last semester on basketball , only ending up with an injury and losing so much things . I wanna make sure both Studies & basketball are equally important . I'm aiming for 3.5 this semester , no doubt it'l be real hard for me since the Modules have gotten harder and my schedule are real tight .
It was merely the 2nd week of school , and tong whye has been taking up most of my time , had a friendly against Whye nam on monday , Training on tuesday , had a friendly match against SP on thursday and i've still got training later over at newton , days by days my passion towards basketball is reducing , maybe i was in search of the Happiness ? The thing we are lacking , somehow i couldn't find any more happiness struggling to get a place in a club where i don't even know my teammates , yet i don't want to disappoint people who looked up on me ? I'm really very troubled over this matter and it has been bothering me for weeks , would someone please give me some good advice .
Studies has been real good where i suddenly found the motivation to study , i've been trying my level best to listen in class and copying down notes . The only bad thing about me right now is being too late for classes as well as sleeping in class . Shall practice the habit of sleeping early and waking up early !
Yeah , so i'm gonna do household chores again -.- Aiming to clear up my room by this coming monday . :)
really miss all the times where we play together ..
For now what priors to me is Studies , basketball & and perhaps getting myself a Gf ? I don't wanna spend as much time as what i did last semester on basketball , only ending up with an injury and losing so much things . I wanna make sure both Studies & basketball are equally important . I'm aiming for 3.5 this semester , no doubt it'l be real hard for me since the Modules have gotten harder and my schedule are real tight .
It was merely the 2nd week of school , and tong whye has been taking up most of my time , had a friendly against Whye nam on monday , Training on tuesday , had a friendly match against SP on thursday and i've still got training later over at newton , days by days my passion towards basketball is reducing , maybe i was in search of the Happiness ? The thing we are lacking , somehow i couldn't find any more happiness struggling to get a place in a club where i don't even know my teammates , yet i don't want to disappoint people who looked up on me ? I'm really very troubled over this matter and it has been bothering me for weeks , would someone please give me some good advice .
Studies has been real good where i suddenly found the motivation to study , i've been trying my level best to listen in class and copying down notes . The only bad thing about me right now is being too late for classes as well as sleeping in class . Shall practice the habit of sleeping early and waking up early !
Yeah , so i'm gonna do household chores again -.- Aiming to clear up my room by this coming monday . :)
really miss all the times where we play together ..
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