Sad Valentine's day

I'm glad i managed to finish it and gave it to you :D

This year's valentine's day was a damn sad one for me . Had our Adidas games early at catholic high . Against Adidas Red's . And my form was there. I'm pretty sure i would have hit much more shots if i continued playing . No one understands how much i wanted to perform against the reds and not disappoint my friends who actually came down to cheer for my match .But i sprained my ankle in the midst of the first quarter. And it's real damn swollen Anyway thanks Janice , Joanna & Bryan for coming down! really appreciated it. Dominic injured his leg too in the 3rd quarter, we were running low of players , only 10 out of 14 turn up for the match and 4 was actually injured , Thats leaves us with 6 players struggling against Red's full squad . I'm impressed with everyone's determination as no matter how tired we were , we perservere and with great defense & offense, we clinch the victory of the game.  2 down, 1 more to go and we are the champions out of the 4 adidas team.

After the match , my ankle was swollen , way way more swollen that what i've expected . Even walking was of difficulty where i was sweating so much . Trying to bear the pain while walking. Thanks Bryan & Kang yi for the help. Otherwise i wonder how would i have got home .Had my lunch with them at Mcdonald after which we headed home.

Home Sweet home , and how sad it is to see my mum getting so sad after she saw my swollened ankle.Really thankful that  my friends came over to my place and accompany me. We didn't have much activities in mind , Just some heart-warming chats before they went home and while i got my rest. I'm pretty sure, my study break will be an efficient one. will be studying a lot at home since i couldn't go anywhere, shall concentrate on recovering my leg.Hopefully it'l be okay by next saturday game against Adidas's Black.

Woke up really early , with so much things on my mind. With so much questions where i need to know the answers , so much things i wished i had something to talk to. Someone who really understands how i'm feeling right now and tell me what to do.:(

Only you.

I've think a lot of things throughout the night , how am i suppose to face you again?

Janice ,  i'm really so in love with you , so much that i couldn't control my emotions , your smses made my day sometimes , yet sometimes your smses makes me real upset. Comeon, this is a phase of live so i guess you should be okay with it. I know what done cannot be undone. So much so much bad things i've done. i've totally ruin my impression. Even me myself , on 2nd thought , couldn't believe wtf i did.how crazy i was. I shouldn't have went clubbing , i get jealous too easily. my heart aches ,really aches when i see you dancing with other guys . i didn't want to stay . thats why i typed " Home,Bye" Why didn't you stop me. Instead , julie was the one who stopped me. i'm very certain i harbor no intentions of grinding her , no intentions to take advantage of her. I seriously have no feelings towards her. It's just that when i turn my head , look at you dance with the guys and enjoying yourself.I expressed all my anger into the dance.Trying so much to let you steal that extra glimpse of me and get jealous. YUP , i was dumb really dumb , to even had those thoughts

Right now , i'm looking at my text messages , the one where you said you will come for my match. I'm all smilessssss when you agreed to go out with me. I even showed off to my friends as well as brenda . Now  i feel empty , really empty when the chances of you coming to see my match became so slim. I don't know how am i suppose to play the game . With you on my mind only. Trainings , my mind is all about you. Whether you will come , whether you will be cheering for me. Whether you will enjoy the DIY stuffs i made for you. Wondering if i can succeeed , i didn't know i actually lost to jealousy. With so much anticipation of you coming for my match , i wonder how this game is going to carry on w/o you. How my valentine's day i going to be. I'm sorry i have to express my feelings for you in such a manner.I don't even think i mean anything to you . Except for a desperate guy.

Dumb zikun

I don't know what have gone into me, when did i become someone so possessive , why did i did so much stupid stuffs just because of jealousy . I seldom do decisions which i regretted , yet last night i did something i regret. very very much regretted and just now too . I couldn't concentrate during adidas trg , couldn't concentrate for everything. just fked

Quiz

i am being tagged to do such a dumb task.
but i enjoyed! HAHA
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1.Who's the person who tagged you?
Janice

2.Relationship between you and her?
Good Friends?

3. 5 impressions of her?
1. Nice
2. Good- Looking
3. Sports Camp GL
4. Friendly
5. Clubber haha!

4.If she become your enemy you will?
Haha! hope that day won't come.

5.what will you say to the person you like very much?
Hmmmsss express my feelings to her

6.A characteristic i like about myself?
I love animals & basketball

7.A characteristic i hate about myself?
Easily jealous

8.For the person whom u hate, u say?
I'l do a lot of mean things .

9.What do u feel abt urself?
I'm so dead

10.Your crush?
Yeah i do have one.

11.Most ideal person u wanna be?
Myself.

Pass this one to 10 ppl:
(must they have a blog? Aiyer …)
1.Lim sim ping
2.Fang jian lin
3.Tryphena Ow
4.Ron teh
5.Gabriel wong
6.Loke silin
7.Zi qing
8.Lee Jun Ming
9.Kelvin
10.Bryan Tan

13.If 5 and 7 were together?
That will be damn funny .

14.who does 5 like?
Nicolette xD!

15.what colour does 9 like?
Hmm.. black?

16.Say smth to 8.
Lets go out together soon ! miss ya

17.Who is 2?
My 4 years crazy classmates where we share lots of crazy memories together

18.Talk abt 3.
EMO! Always thinks that she's fat when she's not, barbie doll voice!

19.who is 10's best frewn?
Me! and other primary school friends

20.whose the sexiest among the 10?
number 4 , his muscles are best.

21.what color does 4 like?
Lots of different ! preferably black , white

22.Is 4 single?
Nooooo , he's a nice nice bf ! jannassa is so so lucky

23.ur relationship with 1?
Best friends

24.Are 5 and 6 best frewns?
Nopessss , they don't even know each other

25.9's nickname?
A sia kia ( Rich kid ) Mercedes leh !

26.7'surname?
Tham

27.say smth to 4.
Taiwan woosss ! :D

28.say smth to help 10.
Better study and stop slacking!

29.who does 1 admire?
hahass maybe muse ?, he's happily attached again

30.where does 8 live?
Jurong west , near boon lay mrt

31.among 10 of them who u like?
I love all my friends :D

32.Say smth to 6 when u see her
Finally meet you and talked to you.

33.10's spouse?
He's only hitting 18 soon . 5 days before me :D

Team Adidas Whites :D

Yay , Engineering materials are finally over ! Like shiok to the max , finally get rid of another module . Met up with bryan , weixian,guo hao and went to club ! hahasss , the last time i went was last year's feb too ! so it's like 1 year since i went to club . But it's my very first experience where i really dance and enjoy the ambience , but the club wasn't that fun. Cab home after club , Supper with them then home sweet home.

2 Hours of sleep for me before going to bishan to collect my jersey, seriously i wonder why we have to go so early la ,  like 11 o clock when our games start at 2.30 . So as a result , i was really lacking of sleep. Had a 2o mins Nap , Red bull and the game against Gold soon ! Was damn happy when i was given a chance to start the game.



Great First quarter for me when my legs really feel good get a couple of rebounds,score a few points as well as a few assists. After first quarter, my legs suddenly felt like no strength at all  , legs were even trembling when i was shooting free throw, i could tell very much that i wasn't 100% into the game. most of the rest too, As a result , we were trailing up to 26 pts by 2nd quarter. As coach Han said, Great defense lead to good offense, we manage to overcome the deficit and catch up, i didn't give up on the rebounds , but my legs did. what most saddening is i score 1 out of 8 free throws ! omg , shit la, that what happen when you don't play for 1 week. great defense on the fourth quarter and Kun you made a damn nice Buzzer beater , i swear i close my eyes and pray for it to go in and it really did went in ! Wishes come true. Followed them around with a couple of new friends ( Joshua,Kokwai) , to hougang,sengkang for Gavin's birthday bbq, seriously damn sua ku first time go seng kang. Rushed to wei xian's house after bbq, Stayed over , played a couple of games of Ban luck , Both me and guo wei learnt a lesson!don't be greedy

Happy Birthday Sis ! Had kuishi-bo with my family , damn damn nice. headed to ball after kuishin bo, that explains why my eyes are closing now. very very tired , nights everyone!

Sighhs

I'm in the midst of studying for engineering materials test for tmr. Been studying since 2p.m Tired , real tired but it seems like the motivation just kept burning and burning . I wonder why i changed from such a irresponsible guy to someone who actually cares so much about his studies & results , maybe because of my new classmates , they are really nice peoples and i really enjoy hanging out with them .

Sighh, the studying mood just drop rapidly from 100% to negative 50% . No phone calls man ! yeah and the feeling is really bad when you see all your friends around you getting  it except you . yeah , no choice  , just have to accept it man . Being a sports camp gl was very much one of the major event i've anticipated for damn long . It's such a pity i didn't got in .Guess what , i've already packed my bag. Like totally didn't expect it.  Anyway those pals who got in ( Sp,Kang yi,Reynard,Pravin,Pow,,Janice,joanna) Enjoy yourself man ! :D

What should i do man ? i want to study for my exams yet nothing goes in . maybe a sleep could cure everything, goodnightss.

Happyyyyyy new year !

This year's new year is real fun when i visit many of my friend's place , they include my Primary school friend's place & also my Secondary school classmates place. Countless times i play Ban luck . Ok i'm very much addicted to this game as well as mahjong. I finally pick up mahjong ! Can jio me go play . Sadly , didn't hang out with Np ballers during new year, sorry couldn't came as i really had something ,wanted to be with you guys . Life is really stress at the same time fun with so much time on hand . Adidas Games this saturday against adidas Gold , 2.30. Team Bonding Game this friday , can't wait for it man ! Autocad Exam tmr , Engineering materials final exam on friday. Nice one la , everything same time . And i still got Na 1 mindmap Due later !

That's why i'm in the library now with classmates,going to chiong , jiayou all !